as salamu alakum warahmatullahi wabarakatu

to introduce myself i am 24 years old , iam a mother of two boys 1 and 4 and a wife and a sister and a aunt and best friend... but the best thing i have come to be is a servant of Allah. i became Muslim in 2002 alhamdulillah. i remember before i have been guided to Islam i was lost like i didn't really think of the hereafter like what happens I'm i ready and so on. i have a whole new outlook on things and sometimes it even depresses me because sometimes you may do and try to do some much that it feels like you not doing enough, if that makes any sense. i have to constantly ask myself if i die today am i ready to meet Allah? is my soul right? I'm i doing enough good deeds? did i excuse everyone that wronged me?. there are so many questions i ask myself and i am working on the answers.